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So, let's now look at
borderline personality disorder.
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And as I'm talking about
borderline personality disorder,
I really want you to have in
the background of your brain,
the idea of bipolar disorder.
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When we shorten
borderline personality disorder,
we call it BPD.
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And when we shorten
bipolar disorder,
we call it BPD.
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And where we can treat
bipolar disorder,
and we can use our
medications,
and cognitive behavioral therapy,
and dialectic therapy.
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When we are talking about someone
with a borderline
personality disorder,
usually, there's not as much hope.
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And so I want you
to take a step back,
and remember that these
are characteristics
that reflect a person
who's in crisis.
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As nurses, we are not diagnosing
a disorder, a disease.
01:12
As nurses were
treating an individual,
a human being who's in crisis,
and who's struggling
to have a good life.
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And borderline,
when you hear oftentimes,
especially in
middle and high school,
you may hear people saying,
"Oh, she's so borderline."
It is a terrible thing to say.
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So, let's take a breath
before I have,
as you can see,
I have great respect for persons
who are struggling
with this disorder.
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They really don't function well
at all in life.
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They are constantly fluctuating
between really wanting to be loved.
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And as soon as they start getting
that kind of love,
they are afraid
of losing themselves,
and they put up walls.
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And then when the wall goes up,
and the person walks away,
they run after them
apologizing.
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"It will be better the next time.
I swear."
And the person turns around,
and starts falling back in love,
or liking them again.
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And once they get close,
that wall goes up,
And it doesn't go up
because
the individual is
trying to keep them out.
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It goes up because
this disorder had its roots.
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This fear of someone getting in
close enough and hurting them.
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So what else do we see?
Just as what I just said,
this emotional lability.
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So, one minute,
they're really happy.
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The world is great.
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This is like
the best day of their life.
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And then all of a sudden,
they have a thought,
a thought, that maybe
what they just said,
was something that's going
to make you not like them.
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And immediately, you see the change
from when they're talking to you.
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And just imagine,
"Let's think about, when we're
gonna go to, you know, Six Flags.
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I'm so sorry,
I mentioned Six Flags.
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What a terrible thing.
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You probably don't want to
spend time with me at Six Flags,
I probably just ruined
our whole relationship.
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I'm so sorry."
Meanwhile,
the person who's in front of them,
they were at Six Flags
with them.
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And now all of a sudden
this has changed.
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So being a friend to a person
who has this disorder
can be very confusing.
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In fact, it might make people
who are friend to say,
"This is too much for me.
I can't be on this roller coaster."
So these people end up having
multiple relationships
that are wonderful,
and then terrible,
and then wonderful again,
and then terrible.
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So, I'd like you to take a second
to think about
a person who has
personality disorder
like this a
borderline personality disorder.
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They might become the victim
of another person
who wants to control,
who won't mind
when they feel terrible,
because it actually gives them
a better chance to manipulate.
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And these are very
frightening situations
because they may become
an abused person.
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Serially, abused person
because of a disorder
that other people are sort
of looking at as a label.
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Some of the other
characteristics of person,
a borderline personality,
these self-destructive behaviors
because they feel worthless.
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The moment that they lose
what they think they want it,
They think that they are worthless,
and why not just end it.
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We have to be very careful
for suicidal ideation
with patients who have
borderline personality disorder.
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They may be very antagonistic.
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They may find that
once they like a person,
they're going to start finding
everything that's wrong with them
because they have to build up
this arsenal to protect themselves
in case this person
disappoints them in the future,
which they actually bring in
because they start making
the accusations.
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They start being antagonistic, and
the other person responds in kind.
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There is something that goes on
that's called splitting.
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Splitting with the person with
borderline personality disorder.
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And also with the person
who has bipolar disorder,
is when a person has an inability
to see both the positive and
negative aspects of another person.
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They're not able to see the fact
that some days,
I might be very nice,
other days,
not so much.
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So for them, either you are the God
or you are the devil.
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Either the you are
the perfect person,
or you are the
worst person in the world.
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And so they end up not being able
to connect with the real person.
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The person who has all of
the middle of the spectrum.
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Where we have our own
ups and downs.
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If they think you are great,
they hold you on a pedestal
that is so impossible,
that the second you take
a step off that pedestal,
you have fallen into terrible.
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So, it's difficult as you're
listening to them, as a nurse,
when they talk about someone
to be able to step back
and understand
that just the way they're
talking about somebody
is really actually going to make it
more difficult for them
to be able to connect
in a realistic,
and giving and taking relationship.
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So unfortunately,
when they are patients,
when we have patients with
borderline personality disorder,
what happens is that
they stir up conflict.
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Because if you are the best person
and you are their person,
then you better not talk
to anybody else.
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Because when you do,
you're not their person anymore.
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And what they're going
to start saying about you
is not going to be pretty.
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And you're going to have
to be able to understand,
it's not about you.
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So, I'm going to share
one little piece with you
that I learned from an
eight year old young lady,
who had a very bad
anxiety disorder.
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And she said to me,
"Dr. Marshall,
do you know those Q-Tips
that people use
to clean their ears?"
I said, " I sure do."
And she said, "Well, I use
those Q-T-I-P, to help me now.
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Because you had said, "Oh stop
taking everything so personally."
She said, "And now I carry a Q-Tip.
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And whenever someone says something
to me, that makes me upset,
I look at my Q-Tip and I say,
"Quit taking it personally, Q-tip."
And so now I,
whenever I go into the unit,
I carry a Q-tip with me
because my patients are struggling.
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They are in crisis.
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If they weren't, they wouldn't be
on a psychiatric unit.
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And I have to remember,
it is never about me.
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It is about me being
able to keep them safe,
about me
being able to assess them.
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It is about me being able
to focus on their needs
and evaluate what works.